As he walks down that road he walks and thinks of the life he once had, he was rich and splashed with joy or so he thought was joy, he loved his money he loved his women but why? why didnt he love himself... he loved all that he could but in the end none of that mattered as he walks this road, this road out of the mouth, out of the darkness into the light. He always told himself that he would reach it someday, someday not too far away. he walked it day by day as he thought why me? After the years passed by and seeing the dead trees live again and die again, he stopped asking why, instead he asked who? who would do this to him, GOD? no God isnt a bad being, so he was told as he grew to be a man, but if God didnt do this then who? Then as the centuries passed by he didnt blame God, he blamed himself, for not loving himself, for not doing what was best for himself, but doing what was best for others, He was told that he should think for others, God praised those who think for others, he worked his job for nearly 20 years thinking for others but in the end he never thought he'd be here, alone.
The devastation of Ben as he walked this road given time to think, time to re-live his life is Gods punishment for his sins. But what sins did he actually commit? Not much, except he believed in the wrong things and listened to the opinion of others and worked in providing answers to others but never himself. Is God this judgmental? I wouldn't know, i am not Ben but I am just another being passing by the life of a lonely Man.
Ben thinks to himself,
" What would i have done if i had not believed in God?"
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