Thursday, May 26, 2011

WE ARE SAM.

Help a kid walk a mile. Good things are so easy to say. Have you done it before? have you tried to help the less fortunate have u helped someone that cannot help themselves?


ask yourself...Please.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Beautiful

i fell for a girl that ended up being a girl with ambitions for becoming a woman. I was a boy that already became a man. i see her now as i have seen her back then. Beautiful. I realize that i've been stupid and i've taken granted of her in the past, but now i've seen her with somebody else and i hope he knows how lucky he is. She has a friend... that is my friend and she told me that i should let go, i should not hate...but the thing is i dont hate, i love. i can let go, but i dont want to because there will always be a place in my heart and in my soul for her. i have forgiven all the things shes done, and i've forgiven myself for losing her. thats enough for me... the best part of being with chin was how she loved me how she took care of me how she always thought whatever i did was perfect just like how i thought she was perfect. but she lacked one thing.....she lacked purity. She lacked the love, all she knew was possession, she possessed me. It was worth my two years. In the future, there will be 3 years there will 5,6 or 7 but i will never forget how i grew because of u. Everybody wants to look into the mirror and feel a lil better now, and everybody wants to know there is somebody out there waiting for u to come around. Everybody wants someone to tell their secrets to. Now...

i want someone that i can tell my secrets to, and still have the rush that i had when i was a boy. i want someone to love me and not want to possess me. i've found that person but she knows it will nvr happen and i know it too because i give up things for everybody but me. God has only a pair of eyes, and the world is big. i dont expect him to be hold me up because i guess, i can do that for myself. But i wish he'd help me up when i fell, i wish he'd push me when i wouldnt move and i wish that he'd help me when all i saw was grey, as i see the world now... What is beautiful? definitely not me...no no.... You are beautiful.. beautiful like the things you see...everything u know is beautiful, like you.