Monday, October 31, 2011

The lord took her away from me

she's gone to heaven so i gotta be good, so i can see my baby when i leave this world.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Little lines of sand on the month where the sun goes down.

The sun comes down today, and everyday after i will take
Take the days like there was sun, and how bright the sun will make
Make all the days so bright as though there was sun light
Never believing that here every day is a night.

Every day is dark inside this head of mine
Yet everyday i tell her i'm fine
She makes me smile and i do
but the lack of light makes my mind so blue

 I'm running out of time, my days are short
And i will miss everyone, miss every one alot
he beckons, he beckons me
he beckons my mind, oh when? when will i be free

Too many times my body lies awake
Too many times these pills i take
I must hold on, for me and for you
I must hold on, to tell u i love you

And i wake up and feel like i'm in a dream
realizing that there is no more time, no life to deem
and realizing that i've never told u before i went
i regret that all those times with u i spent

why did i have to meet u
meet u when i had to face problems so true
I wake up realizing that i love everything, everything thats true
I died the very next day knowing that i never told u.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Boss della mafia, assassini strega e 19 ° secolo, assassini di massa.

walk me through the night oh you cute little boy
walk me through and through and i'll give u a toy.
you see that car little boy? That car far away
Thats where we'll go and thats where you'll stay.

Look my queen that there! that Lady!
she is alive but yet a little shady
She is a witch of yes she is!
Do not let her disappear into the mist!

Could i go now sir my beloved boss?
Or do u want me to stay and clean the lost?
Ray J boy dont be foolish u can go and take this body with you
Love to chat boys but ya'll gotta go clean all this mess up take that body too
Everybody is my famillia. no one is left behind
Once bitten twice shy thrice the answer u wouldnt want to find
Never have i left this chair, i like its strength i like the way it feels
Every people oh, they think i'm real!

Monday, October 24, 2011

Hear no pain,See no pain

the barren fields of my mind have been messed with these days, the perplexed foundation of my intuition has been tested. Do i live my life all over again, going through the things i have been through all over again. I dont want to but and then again someone makes me want to. It has been wonderland all over again for me in a limbo of repetition and adrenaline. Hope? no not much because too many secrets have been revealed too much tactics have been predicted. It all actually comes down to the time I want to spend with you, the time that i dont wanna hear the things u and him do or the times i dont wanna know how good he is. i wanna see u smile, i wanna see u laugh and i wanna see u look at me the way u look at me when u think i'm not looking. The constructions of a relationship comes from the comfort and stability of emotions. When the person with less baggage is to accept a person with more then it makes it unfair, even though the person is willing to accept it. I miss the life where i didnt need to care about how long i had left that everyday is waning down to the last. So i dont care whether u have him or not i dont care whether he knows or doesnt i only care about the light i see when u're around about the life i dream about with someone like u. Sometimes i doubt it sometimes i think u're right. The up's i can imagine would be very up but the downs the downs are the things i worry, that i'd break u because i'd break myself. To tell u how beautiful u are to me is impossible because i cant describe the beauty of ure eyes ur mouth ur skin and ur ears i cant see much cause well there are always these big things on the loool. I cant describe them because they're all beautiful in their different ways, their different lights. But u know whats best about the beauty of u? its the smile where u close your eyes and the smile when i make u laugh. These are your lights, the lights that make me hope that u'd think different of yourself. Even when i saw things earlier than u, doesnt mean i'm smarter doesnt mean i'm bigger, it only means that i have hurt more that i've seen more. Doesnt mean that you cant see things with me doesnt mean we cant share visions of beauty and times of hate but hey what am i dreamin on about its just that dreams give me hope. Then i realize i'm back sitting alone in the room, coming back to the reality of the life i live, or whats left of it.