Thursday, March 22, 2012

Heartache and pain came pourin down like hail sleet and rain.

flaming rocks raining from the sky
like the devil when to heaven and wanted to cry
so i stumble there along the railings and the fences
hoping she'll come back to her senses

lights shining into my face
as she stumbles i give her the chase
and she holds me, whispers to me
of how much of an asshole i can be.

She wants me to be true
i act like i want it too
but deep inside i cant, i know i have to hide
hide the secrets i have inside

Cannot let her know i'm dead
that i died in the future instead
Cannot let her see my insides
insides of the dark and broken lights

My memories are scattered by the wind
All that i have seen and all i have sinned
The burial grounds of my mind
Lie here in this poem, and here i will dine

Dine on the flesh and security of you
You and your thoughts and all you hold true
Tear you limb from limb and eat your heart
The heart you hold so true like an apple fucking tart

But time and time again as i hold u in the dance floor
I put off these urges, i lock it up and close the door
because you mean the world to me
But who am i but another dead and evil zombie.

Goodbye my darling, i'll see you later
That's what i say as i step out of that crater
The meteor is my love for her smile and her laugh
I take my leave and i feed myself with one of the club's staff

I'll miss you my love and i take my leave
Those were the only words i was able to achieve
 My heart was saying " Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend"
Goodbye my life, i hope you understand.