Heart Stop

my steps are getting faster, but my heart is getting slower, slowing down, until theres no beat left... so much pain, but i keep walking, cause theres a reason, How much can i take, my heart is stopping, my life is draining into the ground, yet i still walk, why? cause i have to, i cant let my heart stop, i have to keep walking, although i know when i reach my destination, i'll die. Should i walk, yes... there's no point asking, i'm not gonna tell u what this is about, When i die, they'll know that i kept on walking, and that i didnt stop.


Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

Rasa kecewa di dalam dada.

its so testing, this month, and the next

i'm almost done yeah, almost finished.

having terrible dreams lately.

having very bad days.

and yet, i come home alone.

every day, this month.

When u were here before, couldnt look u in the eye
you're just like an angel, skin makes me cry
you float like a feather in a beautiful world
i wish i was special, so very special
i'm a creep i'm a weirdo,
what'm i doing here, i dont belong here
i don't care for looks, i wanna have control
i wan a perfect body, i want a perfect soul
iwant you to notice when i'm not around,
so very special, i wish i was special
Whatever makes u happy, whatever you want
so very special, i wish i was special
but i'm a creep, i'm a weirdo
i don't belong here.

I am tired, i need to know i belong again.

End.