Rasa kecewa di dalam dada.

its so testing, this month, and the next

i'm almost done yeah, almost finished.

having terrible dreams lately.

having very bad days.

and yet, i come home alone.

every day, this month.

When u were here before, couldnt look u in the eye
you're just like an angel, skin makes me cry
you float like a feather in a beautiful world
i wish i was special, so very special
i'm a creep i'm a weirdo,
what'm i doing here, i dont belong here
i don't care for looks, i wanna have control
i wan a perfect body, i want a perfect soul
iwant you to notice when i'm not around,
so very special, i wish i was special
Whatever makes u happy, whatever you want
so very special, i wish i was special
but i'm a creep, i'm a weirdo
i don't belong here.

I am tired, i need to know i belong again.

End.