Sunday, April 8, 2012

The sincerity of the heart, and the darkness inside.

Show your worth, show that u're really sincere. I am but i cant show it, because i am weak and i am fragile and if i show u my mind and my heart, it'll break instantly. For i am broken already, for i am crushed by every cold shoulder, every passing eye and every shattering truth that reality throws at me. I am silent as of now for i do not want to be those idiots thriving for your body. En contra, I am thriving and seeking your mind and ultimately, your heart. I miss your smile. I miss how you're so stupid yet smart. I miss how u cant tell when i mean it or not. So this is for you as promised, straight from my heart.

The flowers bloom in my mind
When all the light doesn't shine
Funny how it is, I cannot see
That you dont see me

My heart wants this bad
but the world wants to see me sad
I hope and thats all i can do
Oh yes beautiful hope, please would u see me through

Belong to him you do
My hands are held out so true
I cannot be that man no more
Stealing hearts that i adore

Stealing away theirs fates
from their unsuspecting mates
I cannot do that no more
A window close and then opens a door

But love is selfish, love is cruel
Love is kind only to a fool
How can i find deep inside
Enough love for me to confide

To you the secrets of my mind
To you the passion of my kind
Will i be sober, and will i fight
Or will i run scattered into the night

In doubt i wait
In fear i state
As my heart bleeds
Your mind it feeds

Finally I end this little post
On a summer island coast
I am waiting empty inside
To find that my mind had already died,

Ni                                                                                                                                                                                                       kk




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