Imagine losing someone u love, and a friend on the same night. Both of these things i have lost before, i lost someone i loved back when i was in form 5, it hurt real bad until i found chin, but now i feel we're falling apart, just like before it's because of me. One of my closest friends who left before without telling me, left again today. so many memories i have held dear, before anyone, and in the distant past. These two things have moved me enough to blog again when i gave up hope on my so called talent. i never had talent i had problems. i never loved writing i loved expression but these two things made me write again, i hate that he had to leave again. i hate that she had to feel this way, i hate that again i was at fault. i'm so sorry.
Part 1
to my life line, my rock to support me in sinking sand, my earth as i am your sky.
I love you, i cherish you, i never want to lose u, i would never be able to live without your smile and your laugh and your hai yo! i would never be able to feel anything but the sorrow of being without you, i'd rather be alone than be with someone else, i'd always want you. i'm sorry for these frequent coincidences, i can't control the world. but i want you to know no matter how much the world gets to me, i'd always be happy when u're happy with me. i'd always be happy when you're around i'd always be happy when u're near, because i know that u love me too. The best thing about love, is having someone love u back. i'll die when u walk away, buts whats worse than dying? whats worse than dying is living, living to watch u walk away. i'd never forgive myself. i'm sorry, i'm just asking for help and forgiveness and a chance to be like last time. we need to be strong until u finish ur exams and i'm sure we'll be able to work things out, we just need to be strong, i'll help u if u'll help me. i know how u are feeling trust me i've been there, its not nice, i'm sorry i don't want to make u feel this way, this would be my final plea. i really do love you, more than i ever have and you'l never be able to find some one else that loves you as much, not ever. it is because i love you like the sky loves the earth even though its dying it still protects the earth, even though i'm dying i will always give u the tender care u need and the protection to what ever that may harm u, even urself, remember?
God sent an angel, and that angel was me
i shined a light, bright as can be
To protect a soul and that soul was you
To protect your body, your heart and all u hold true
Fell so in love as an angel could love
To be rejected by the father above
Never thought an angel could love
As i fell from the skies above
A soul so beautiful, so kind so pure
A soul so bright, any sickness it would cure
I fell in love as i had my first sight
Just as i had when i saw Gods light
An angel would fall to be human
Just to be in love with this beautiful woman
This woman's name is Lim Chin Lee
And oh my god that angel was me.
Part 2
I have not much to say about my best friend except for the times we had the things we did, and the stuff he taught me, thank you my friend and i will see you soon.
i hope you remember the times we had
cause i know for sure i'll never forget.
i know i havent been close to you for the past year or so but you're still my best friend.
End.
PS: i love u honey, and i sorta love u homey in a friend way la bro!
its not like any of you would read this anyway.
