When i asked god why he abandoned me, he answered that he never did
When i said i'm sure he left me to be eaten by life's cruel cold people.
He said he did. He also so said he left me to go save my family and my friends.
When i asked him why would he play the guilt trip on me. He said he is telling the truth
I said He is contradicting his answers.
He said he never left my side, because he was never there to begin with.
I said that god promised there'd be two pairs of footsteps in the sand His and mine but there is only one
But then he said that those footsteps were His and he has been carrying me all my life.
I believe in no one religion, I believe that they were all right. I believe that God gave me eyes. ears and mind
To believe in what ever i wanted. I believe there is a God
But does he believe in me?
Not right now, not when i'm lonely, no i dont feel he is here. When i'm sad he turns away.
But when i do wrong he is there with his cane and whip. I am alone even though he carries me.
I am still alone . When i dry my tears
When i dry the tears from my skin.
I am alone, tears come from my mouth
I am alone, when i bleed from my mind.
And i am alone in my cries for help
I am alone.
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